9:28 PM
There are multiple happenings that changed me in more ways
than one. Today's incident triggered it, wished to change the
course of its direction for something else but it failed. Needed
someone to talk to. Things i wish to confine but i know they are
not things that many will understand. Having it occurred on
me several times whereas others enjoy the luxary of never
experiencing it. I know there are many who knows me very
well, but like the sides of a mountain there is always a side
thats left unexplored. Now i know whats that half lying bottle
of vodka doing there. Somehow theres a part of me that hopes
for dying from alcohol poisoning. If you are a friend dont
question me about this, its best left this way.
A color that blends with the world